Come join me and Project HEAL – Southern California Chapter, September 25, 2015, as we celebrate recovery, community and choose love…
*Note: B.E.A.U.T.Y is meant to serve as a tool to release feelings and to build confidence in an otherwise damaged…
These are the ultimate treat for me! Pancakes are something that terrified me for years because of my struggles. I…
Here is another art piece by Susie Fernandez and her creative art students from Long Beach, California. The theme of…
The Hope Diary: Gaining July 9, 2014 You can’t paint over pain. Gaining weight in recovery from anorexia and bulimia…
“All of the stars twinkle for you. This world needs your beauty! You shine so bright!” I hope you never…
“All of my love coming your way. Just want to say, you’re amazing!”♥♥♥♥ We can change the course of…
My mom was a deep person who loved nature and art, among many other things. She always tried to spread her…
I believe that anything can be exchanged for another addiction; food, sex, alcohol, drugs, nothing is off limits if we…
Taking time to be quiet and listen to what our bodies are telling us is vital not only for recovery…
The road of life is filled with ups and downs. Recovery, however, is a whole ‘nother kind of journey, huh? Your…
Focusing on our inner beauty allows our true nature to shine through. When we build our identity based on our…
Moving in the face of fear drowning in a sea of devils, I saw hope all around me pushing me…
My heart caught on fire with a glimpse of heaven wounds of sins healed… touching my soul. I asked Jesus…
So my brother Anthony is probably going to be so embarrassed when he reads this, but I just have to…
Growing up in Charleston, South Carolina, I used to eat crab, lobster, fish, and shark right off the boat, and…
Sandy Cargile memorial video by Nikki DuBose from nikki dubose on Vimeo. In honor of our beautiful mom. There really…
This recipe is a bit time consuming but SO worth it! (Note: Please make the Almond butter cups ahead of…
What an amazing turnout we had at this year’s Los Angeles NEDA Walk in sunny Santa Monica, California! As I…
I am thrilled that NEDAwareness week 2014 is upon us and kicking once again! This is a great chance for…
After taking a year and a half off work from modeling to recover, I feel so freaking happy to say…
When I entered into recovery in 2010, I was in for the shock of my life. I was blindly going…
There is one dessert (ok, about a thousand) that I just can’t resist, and that is whipped banana cream pie!!…
I love the reality of being able to enjoy a big bowl of delicious cereal that is homemade! This cereal…
Recovering from anorexia and bulimia IS a long and tricky road. There are so many days when I feel on…
“Hello, gorgeous people, my name is Nikki. I am a model, host, commercial actress, writer, believer and dreamer. I am…
We have now arrived at the twelfth and final step of the recovery program. Congratulations! Give yourself a huge hug…
Step eleven of the twelve step program teaches us that recovery is a daily renewal of our minds, bodies and…
Step ten is the first step that I take daily in order to keep myself in check. When I find…
In step eight we took inventory of all of the people we had hurt and how it had affected us;…
One of my sponsees asked how she could be free of all of the people and situations that had hurt…
And in these quiet places in the secret moments of our hearts a garden blossoms Long awaited it is the…
(Note: 6/6/2014 I am no longer doing the Gerson Therapy however I highly recommend it to anyone seeking a natural…
(Note: 6/6/2014 I am no longer on The Gerson Therapy but I highly recommend it for anyone seeking a natural…
Step Eight requires tremendous doses of humility and courage as we ponder over the courses of our lives who we…
Binge stands for Believe Im Not Good Enough And you are more than good enough! You are a winner! A…
One year ago today, Nana passed away while I was shooting in the Dominican Republic with a very sweet crew.…
Now that I had one, admitted I was powerless over my addiction, the biggest step towards recovery I could ever…
Christian Relationship Help: Six Tips on How to Forgive Someone Who Has Hurt You by Karla Downing “Forgiveness is a…
Bunnies, cows, pigs, oh my!! I was in hog-heaven this Columbus Day weekend at Alstede Farms in Chester, NJ. Not…
I loved acting in school plays. I remember playing in “Peter Rabbit” when I was around nine and loving the…
Meet Tiffany Teate. She’s your normal 22 year old, intelligent, healthy young woman who just recently graduated from college by…
I loved raising money for a good cause, helping young people, schools AND eating good food all at the same…