Not sure where to begin? Start here.Whether you're seeking understanding, structure, or transformation—these are the most powerful ways to begin your journey:
📘 Read the Memoir
Start with Washed Away: From Darkness to Light—a deeply personal story of life inside the modeling world, trauma, addiction, and recovery.
📝 Use a Guided Workbook
Take action with step-by-step tools designed to help you heal your relationship with food, body image, and self-worth.
Meet Nikki DuBose
Nikki DuBose is a doctoral (PsyD) student in clinical psychology, author, professional model, and mental health advocate specializing in eating disorder recovery, body image healing, and trauma.
After building an international modeling career, Nikki gained firsthand insight into the intense pressures surrounding beauty, identity, and perfection. These experiences—combined with her clinical training and personal recovery—now inform her deeply compassionate, multidimensional approach to healing.
Her work bridges the gap between external image and internal well-being, helping individuals move beyond appearance-based worth and into lasting self-acceptance and freedom.
More Than Books—A Path to Transformation
From powerful storytelling to guided, action-based workbooks, these resources are designed to help you heal your relationship with food, your body, and yourself—while also building self-worth, managing anxiety, and creating healthy boundaries.
Featuring Nikki’s memoir, Washed Away: From Darkness to Light, alongside clinically informed workbooks, this collection combines lived experience with practical tools for lasting, meaningful change.
Each resource is designed to help you:
- Break free from disordered eating patterns
- Heal body image from the inside out
- Rebuild self-worth and practice self-love
- Develop tools to manage anxiety with greater confidence
- Set and maintain healthy, empowering boundaries
- Take real, actionable steps toward lasting recovery and emotional well-being
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Explore Nikki DuBose’s memoir, Washed Away: From Darkness to Light, and guided workbooks—designed to help you heal your relationship with food, your body, and yourself.